Christmas

Soo this is my first christmas living in a house that no one with the same blood as me lives in...its a big step...my boyfriend and i bought our very first christmas tree and lights...not enough lights so just the bottom half of it is covered.... lol, my roommate and i named our tree Bertha...we found a box of my boyfriends christmas ornaments in a box..and we put them up, tanner will make us take them down once he buys some more lights. as i was putting on the ornaments...without my family i felt sad. and as i put up ornaments from my boyfriends childhood I couldnt help but be proud and think "his mom would love Bertha" in a few more days it will be a year since she passed. and it never gets easier. she was like another mother to me, and one of the ncest ladies you would ever imagine. I loved her. and I miss her.